a return to nermalcy?

i almost feel like myself today: the headaches are gone and i slept like a log last night --- but i still could die at any minute, as could we all --- i obsessed on that thought yesterday, learning such things as one in three men are dead within five years of a heart attack --- for some reason, the first attack didn't put me at the edge of mortality the way this one seems to have done --- but i shan't let it get me down --- i will take my pills (a dozen of them over the course of the day), get back into my walking groove, remember to carry my nitro, and move on ---

atl utd match this afternoon! wheeeee!