getting loose

the week has rocketed by --- winding it all down even as they try to figure out a way to keep me working part-time --- a good part of me just really wants to walk away from it all, but my little mental banker says i need the work and, if i did make a clean break, it would make work life harder for two people that i really like --- i've been a little amazed at the people that get all weepy about my leaving

a big party tomorrow night, my last day on monday, and then a week in the desert doing anasazi ruins and dark night skies --- i should have a clearer vision of my future after that