turning the wheel

the decision to "retire" has totally brought me out of the deep funk in which i have resided for the last year or more --- i catch myself humming and what not again (which everybody else probably hates) and not dreading to get out of bed and go into the office ---  the scare quotes up there are because i think "retirement" is a bogus concept, at least it is for me, but it's easier to say that than try to explain the myriad of reasons behind it all --- i remain amped up for the future